Pinned post 3/25/25 5:45 PM

don’t worry guys this time isolating myself is gonna be good and productive

4/14/25 4:00 PM

Turned off my phone and turned off Signal on my desktop. attaining peace. let me read my books

4/14/25 3:03 PM

i've never imagined myself living

4/14/25 1:50 PM

i wish i liked drawing

4/14/25 12:04 PM

not going completely antisocial by remembering kakashi saying those who abandon their friends are worse than scum

4/13/25 11:18 PM

They should not let me out in the daylight

before i even finished writing this post i thought "ah it's probably because it's almost midnight" FUCK

4/13/25 11:14 PM

I wish I could have at least a day without using my computer or my phone. Unfortunately, my groupchats. Many times when I've gotten into my antisocial moods I've considered just leaving them but I never have. They never talk about anything important anyway so I guess maybe one day I could just shut my phone off entirely. Having friends is just a stressor. Now I can't go without my phone because what if they DM me even though most of the time it doesn't matter.

4/13/25 11:10 PM

do u like my new post quoting system?? anyway i need to make a cover of don't fear the reaper. <3 gim reaper

4/13/25 11:05 PM

"watermotif: just remembered that how we spend our days is how we spend our lives. 😍fuck"

4/13/25 9:47 PM

Listening to my cover of Ira by Lida again and WOW it's probably one of my best works. The mixing!!! The bassline is so great and even though the drums are very clearly fake it's still soooo good. Even with FL Slayer. Everyone is so mean to my girlfriend but I CAN MAKE HER SOUND GREAT. MY SYNTHESIZERS!!!!!!!

idrc about fnf characters too much anymore but I STILL NEED 2 MAKE A MUSIC VIDEO FOR THIS SONG ITS THAT GOOD

4/13/25 7:42 PM

i can NEVER post too much... thrifted a bunch of cds and a shirt that i would like to turn into a costume piece. started the ribbing of the second armwarmer (technically third) before leaving but now am too tired to finish it. yayyy my activities

very excited to just make my music

4/13/25 1:31 PM

aaahhhhhh how long will it take to grow my hair out.... it won't be by my birthday but maybe by christmas? i hste how long curly hair takes to grow

4/13/25 2:22 PM

actually yeah since hair grows about 1/2 inch a month it'll take 6 months for me to grow 3 more inches... plus accounting for curly hair curling it MAY be 10 inches by christmas

4/13/25 1:13 PM

dressing provocatively while disliking sex is so strange. how do i want you to react? i don't knowwww [monkey at computer]

i just want attention lol

4/13/25 10:59 AM

Just awoke from my dream in which there was bug 4chan (/bu/) and there were also ants in my closet so I started posting images of myself holding bug spray to terrorize them. They were also specifically rightwing ants?

4/12/25 10:58 PM

I've found the natural light from the living room is actually very inspiring so I might want to stay out there tomorrow to finish my arm warmers. Would also like to bake something, maybe bread. Have found out writing HTML from my phone is ungodly. Goodnight

4/12/25 8:36 PM

hopefully i can go through life speaking as little as i need to. this is why i find it hard to maintain relationships because i just dont like talking. except monologuing to myself obviously because i am the most important person in the world. if i say it enough itll lose all sense of sarcasm

4/12/25 6:53 PM

just found out how to regedit on linux. we are SO back

4/12/25 4:52 PM

THE CUPS OF TEA ARE FINALLY WORKING... was able to clean out the dresser + going on a walk in a few minutes. and i didnt even stop to check tumblr #WINNING

you KNOW im gonna be kashing on that walk

4/12/25 7:32 PM

oh that and ive read so much more these couple days than i have in the past month. it's so hard to because of my afflictions but i perservere

4/12/25 2:15 PM

I fear Sasuke is taking over and I am powerless to stop him

4/12/25 2:09 PM

I am so deeply terrified of people. I have to get out of here

couldn't even go outside without getting a headache

4/12/25 1:09 PM

I feel so tralala 🎶

4/12/25 11:21 AM

I wonder to myself, why have a blog like this at all? Are all of my thoughts really that important? And the answer is YES. All of my words are of VITAL importance. I am the specialest boy in the whole wide world and everyone should be able to access my wisdom. After hating myself for so many years I think I should be allowed to self-aggrandize myself.

4/11/25 11:09 PM

I WOULD be a pinterest girlie if not for my impressive amounts of shame... they clipped my wings

4/11/25 11:12 PM

I CAN BARELY USE MY PHONE... cry emoji i dont need it thouhg

4/11/25 10:26 PM

making this blog both hoping that people see it and hoping that they dont #mymultitudes

ig you just get to Look Inside My Twisted Mind... RAHHHHH. and peas dont judge me when i eventually write my antisocial rants :(

4/11/25 9:59 PM

I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT MY ARMWARMERS I GOT SO INVESTED IN MAKING THIS BLOG LAYOUT... i still need to sew up the laddering (idk if i can avoid it with the next one... the way i hold my dpns) but its soft and it fits really nicely :) could probably block it to make sure it fits up to the elbow but that might make the ribbing less stretchy. also NEED to bind off loosely again bc that saved the stretchiness

4/11/25 9:54 PM

ALMOST CRIED HEARING LITTLE WONDERS BY ROB THOMAS AGAIN 💪💪