Apr 2 2025

Current music: Mystic Messenger Soundtrack

Recently I have had a much higher self image than usual, and it's actually been kind of scary. I feel like I could do anything. I've been able to just take action. I guess that's because I've been alone more recently. I feel like I should change my name. I don't know, I just feel almost like a different person entirely.

I did not expect Hangul to be so easy to learn! I started on maybe the 30th or the 31st and I'm now on the same level as I am with Cyrillic. It takes more effort to read than Latin script, but at least I know what every character sounds like. I'm sure if I keep studying every day it'll be more automatic. I find syllabic writing systems like Hangul, Hiragana, and Katakana interesting.

I'm sad that I can't just write about everything here and that I should "talk to a therapist" instead. How is my therapist to understand the intricacies of kashing? Introducing myself to a therapist with that page and nothing else. There is some sort of sickness deep inside of me but instead of having any ill effects it just makes me kash. Well, it's not an ill effect to me.

Also realizing my status about "self improvement under the guise of being like The Character" is painfully obvious with this layout now. lol